By
the time you are reading this, we must have wedded. But first, read my wedding day
Pre-marital Sex Revelation. Olalere is my name
When the Officiating Minister asked if anyone knew why we should not be wedded, my heart skipped. I had seen two of my ex's and they did not quite smile...it looked like they had come to see the "unfortunate lady" who has agreed to say yes to me.
Temisan
and I dated or courted as the case may be for close to a year and it brought
out the best in us as we hope to see the rest in marriage.
Well,
I write this with a very deep sense of guilt. I knew a very good reason why we
should not marry, but the question was not directed to me and who in his right
senses would disrupt his own wedding? So I kept it quiet believing that when we
got married, things would iron out themselves.
I
had an accident some years ago that almost claimed my life. It left me alive
yet almost dead...as I now have one testicle and my manhood also has several
cuts...I am scared I may never satisfy a woman on bed, let alone father children...But
I couldn't bring myself to telling my fiancé all these...for fear of loosing her
and of course the overwhelming irreparable shame.
Now,
I turn my anger to the church for
teaching people not to have sex before marriage. If we had attempted it like I
did with the other ladies,-who walked away at that point- we would have known our
fate. I even tried to touch her, she would just flee as if I were a leper
claiming this and that...Church talk, always far from the reality...
Time
is ticking off and I await that moment of truth when she will have to see me in
my naked and deeply uncertain state...
So,
my question to you @bondbetter and your readers is to tell me what you think
about sex before marriage…
Isn't
it okay to have a few rounds when the couple are sure they would be getting married?
What
should I do? My wife is going to find out in few hours time and I am very sure
she would not like it.
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